Wednesday 5 November 2008

SOON!!

i never actually felt being a student really in my life and be motivated to just finish my studies. its funny that when im about to graduate now it is infact the only times i could feel what a student really is wherein to study, time management, and prioritizing. i wasnt like this ever since but i think that i just needed to act and feel how it really is, FOR THE LAST TIME, to be a student! YES! a student who reads and not party and other side lines! this is me for the last remaining days of my stay in college to act being a student. i am so happy just thinking that few months from now i'll be finishing my responsibility as a student. it wasnt like yesterday wherein i used to wear ateneo's shorts, or not to mention mini shorts for the boys uniform! haha! then followed up by a blue long pants then finally when reached my high school it was upgraded by a khaki colored pants! life of being a student is really fun! in Grade school i was one of the victims owning a stroller bag! which after many years i admit i never liked it coz its heavy, since we dont have an elevator at that building and it was like on the 3rd floor to finally stroll my STROLLER OMG BAG! but since it was a trend during those days well atleast i wasnt out of what is latest! it makes me laugh out loud just thinking how loser and corny i was before! totally cheeeezy! but in Grade school i value the sense of leadership, not to mention i became a candidate for PRESIDENCY for the CLASS LEADERS ELECTION! go OBAMA! my god lolz!!! then indeed i became the class president for 3 periods or like terms! i must say that majority or i think it was everybody who voted for me just voted for the reason that i am one big laughing stock and a joke once declared being a president! weee hahaha! a friend of mine nominated me and she was indeed influencial and crazy in her nature in our class! definitely i am not the type of person who is responsible, smart, or whatever quality a leader has but i think that time it molded me to become one which i believed that i am still carrying it now in my college life, only a discreet not obvious leader looking. i must say i can be a leader but as much as possible i am staying away of being as such! so in Grade school this is only a few of the many memories i could only share to you guys and gals. then came high school i can say that high school life is indeed a memory that is going to last forever! what happened in high school totally rocked my world and contributed a lot to who and what i am today! high school is a blast! it was like me getting out of my shell and just live it up! and i say i lived it well! i dont know what came into me that now a days i just think of the past and the good memories that was attached to it. i am the type of person who live life to the fullest and today i am valuing life more than before. MUCH MORE! as a graduating student i just couldnt think of any but wonder what my future is and how i'd live in it. i hope to be in the places where i want to be. i wanna be someone new and start all over again. it's not me saying that i am erasing my past and even the friends i have here nor isolating myself. it's me saying that i want more to life! human as we are we will never be contented what we have right now in our life. it is our perfect and dyanamic nature to seek and continue seeking. okay so ill just end this blog giving you the bottom line of this blog and it is- I AM GRADUATING SOON AND IT IS GIVING ME TREMENDOUS, AMAZING FEELING and at the same time it is looking forward for a bright, exciting future that awaits me! if God's will He will give me my hopes in my future =)